1st of Jan 2K + 4? no more!!!
Just read alvin's blog. In fact, i read a lot of people's blog at one go this afternoon. Realised the importance of keeping some things as private and some as open. I would definitely prefer that people not know of the existence of this diary of mine, even though its an OPEN blog. Blog are suppose to let the few that are close to you (at least, the few that YOU deem close) to read and comment. If strangers get hold of my blog, it doesnt really matter, since they dunno whose blog they are reading anyway.
However, if a person that knows about you, happened to find the OPEN blog, that is the end of it. No more mysteries in life. Every bit of yourself will be opened for those who read your blog. This is so not interesting, isnt it? I admit that i dun like reading other people's blog when im not given the 'permission', but i cant stop my curiosity from arising everytime i click a new page...my mind just keeps tellin me to click next n next n non-stop. On i go...unconsciously, ive read like 20 past entries. I read diaries of D.K.R.S. Four of whom im not even close to. Not even an hour long chat if you add up the total no. of minutes we talked throughout the whole semsester. Im bad, so bad as a person to read other people's blog. But in the first place, who ask them to place notes for others ppl's diary and to leave their BIG name behind? Once i found one, i found all. How sad life is...to know that everything is so closely knitted and linked.
Life is what and how you make it to be. True as it is, but the 'HOW' is so highly affected by other people's perception of you. That is why, testimonials in friendster cannot be trusted if all that the people know of you is only so little. I remember i read from S's diary, i think her life is very boring. Although its always a busy one, but it sounds boring. Maybe its the way she expressed the things that she has done, the pessimism that she felt in people, the things that she felt she couldnt change. R's diary was worst. I would say its not a totally different side of him that im reading, in fact, he is one of the few who find trusting people a hard task to accomplish. K's diary is a bit more ambiguous if you dunno who exactly he is. I for one do not really know what he was trying to imply. He knows best. D's diary? She loves to blog. In fact, her whole life is buried into that OD of hers, be it the public or private entries. Bloggin has become a part time, if not, full time job for her. I guess she can find condolence with herself and her friends through that OD of hers. This is the main reason why blog is so much so fascinating and popular among people. I was at the main page of blogger, randomly clicked some few people's blogspot. Ha. Its funny, the way i read their diary and how when the more they try to conceal their blog identity, the more they are revealing themselves to everyone.
I wonder whether blog are really how you feel. Sometimes, when u want certain people to know who you really are, and precisely because you know that particular someone is going to read that blog entry of yours, you would purposely shape your entries to the liking of that someone...either that, you try to write in a certain style that makes u try to alter how people think of you. So blogging is not exactly the very truth, as D said her diary is. So is mine?
Today's entry is long maybe because i got inspired by how people write their OD and naturally also because A is finally starting to blog in a whole new entry for first of Jan.
Maybe i should be like him? Why think so much into reading people's diaries? Its OPENed anyway, if they would prefer to leave it private, they wouldnt have blog it online in the first place. N if they mind other people reading their entries, why would they want to blog online in the very FIRST place? Then, why am i blogging?
Year 2003 Flash back.
This was what A wrote about. His flash back listed all the important things that happened in his life througout the year 2K + 3. Im glad im the first one that he listed. At least, im glad.
And to me, he is the best thing that happened to me in my 20th life.
1st of January just passed. How did i spend my day? At least i cleaned my fan. That makes my room really windy and i like the windy feelin'...feels good. I should change my aroma gel, get a new fresh smell for my new fresh sem.
HH just msned me and asked me about my msn nick which goes like this " eSVy - fresh start? from where? " He asked me whether i just came out of jail coz i cant possibly change a whole new life. Der. Cant a fresh start means a whole new attitude? A whole new direction? Or at least a half-new conscious?
Went out with Wendy & Shan today. Still as fun as the last time. It was never boring and will never be a boring meeting with the both of them. Still full of life in our conversation. Although it mostly revolved around what is going to happen in wendy's love life. I hope she will be able to make a decision, a good decision that is.
Its almost 1 am. I am seriously tired.
However, if a person that knows about you, happened to find the OPEN blog, that is the end of it. No more mysteries in life. Every bit of yourself will be opened for those who read your blog. This is so not interesting, isnt it? I admit that i dun like reading other people's blog when im not given the 'permission', but i cant stop my curiosity from arising everytime i click a new page...my mind just keeps tellin me to click next n next n non-stop. On i go...unconsciously, ive read like 20 past entries. I read diaries of D.K.R.S. Four of whom im not even close to. Not even an hour long chat if you add up the total no. of minutes we talked throughout the whole semsester. Im bad, so bad as a person to read other people's blog. But in the first place, who ask them to place notes for others ppl's diary and to leave their BIG name behind? Once i found one, i found all. How sad life is...to know that everything is so closely knitted and linked.
Life is what and how you make it to be. True as it is, but the 'HOW' is so highly affected by other people's perception of you. That is why, testimonials in friendster cannot be trusted if all that the people know of you is only so little. I remember i read from S's diary, i think her life is very boring. Although its always a busy one, but it sounds boring. Maybe its the way she expressed the things that she has done, the pessimism that she felt in people, the things that she felt she couldnt change. R's diary was worst. I would say its not a totally different side of him that im reading, in fact, he is one of the few who find trusting people a hard task to accomplish. K's diary is a bit more ambiguous if you dunno who exactly he is. I for one do not really know what he was trying to imply. He knows best. D's diary? She loves to blog. In fact, her whole life is buried into that OD of hers, be it the public or private entries. Bloggin has become a part time, if not, full time job for her. I guess she can find condolence with herself and her friends through that OD of hers. This is the main reason why blog is so much so fascinating and popular among people. I was at the main page of blogger, randomly clicked some few people's blogspot. Ha. Its funny, the way i read their diary and how when the more they try to conceal their blog identity, the more they are revealing themselves to everyone.
I wonder whether blog are really how you feel. Sometimes, when u want certain people to know who you really are, and precisely because you know that particular someone is going to read that blog entry of yours, you would purposely shape your entries to the liking of that someone...either that, you try to write in a certain style that makes u try to alter how people think of you. So blogging is not exactly the very truth, as D said her diary is. So is mine?
Today's entry is long maybe because i got inspired by how people write their OD and naturally also because A is finally starting to blog in a whole new entry for first of Jan.
Maybe i should be like him? Why think so much into reading people's diaries? Its OPENed anyway, if they would prefer to leave it private, they wouldnt have blog it online in the first place. N if they mind other people reading their entries, why would they want to blog online in the very FIRST place? Then, why am i blogging?
Year 2003 Flash back.
This was what A wrote about. His flash back listed all the important things that happened in his life througout the year 2K + 3. Im glad im the first one that he listed. At least, im glad.
And to me, he is the best thing that happened to me in my 20th life.
1st of January just passed. How did i spend my day? At least i cleaned my fan. That makes my room really windy and i like the windy feelin'...feels good. I should change my aroma gel, get a new fresh smell for my new fresh sem.
HH just msned me and asked me about my msn nick which goes like this " eSVy - fresh start? from where? " He asked me whether i just came out of jail coz i cant possibly change a whole new life. Der. Cant a fresh start means a whole new attitude? A whole new direction? Or at least a half-new conscious?
Went out with Wendy & Shan today. Still as fun as the last time. It was never boring and will never be a boring meeting with the both of them. Still full of life in our conversation. Although it mostly revolved around what is going to happen in wendy's love life. I hope she will be able to make a decision, a good decision that is.
Its almost 1 am. I am seriously tired.
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