Settle for an alternative

I think there are more things in life than to be bothered about things that are uncontrollable/that are out of your control or when there are just some asshole who purposely made it out of control for you to handle. Cant be bothered.

However, i live in a realistic world. I have to be bothered even if i have no wish to. What are the responsibilities in my life? I just wish to live on and be happy. Not very difficult yet delicate. Its just not my day.

Bleh.