Sunday, January 04, 2004

This is it!

The world is an amazing place to live in.

While walking on my way back from behind just now, i saw a little baby girl wearing a princess pink dress that is way too short, such that i can see her not wearing an undies. She was running around her house compoud shouting to her granny about a piece of poo that was left behind by a dog. Out of a sudden, she walked over to the poo and bent down to smell it. Yucks. And that is not the end of it. Totally fascinated by that black piece of shit, she decided to use her teeny-weeny toes (yes, all five of them) to get herself into close contact with it. I nearly screamed my head off when i saw her toes reaching for that black poo. Being sensible, i held back my throat. After all, its her life anyway. Even her granny didnt stop her from her attempt to get intimate with a piece of shit.

Today, is the last sunday. Well, not EXACTLY a last sunday, but the last sunday with no worries, no work , no meetings, no tutorial preparation, no groups to meet, no sense of urgency. I have decided from tomorrow onwards that i shall learn how to switch swiftly from a task-oriented self to a i-know-how-to-enjoy-myself mode.

For this month, i will study hard, work hard, play hard, love hard. Read more -from shitty magazines to resource webpages to my required readings and text. Plan well. Learn to spend money only when i need to. Be a nice girlfriend. Learn to keep my room neat and tidy. Attend lectures promptly. Not regret on the things that i have chosen.

The list is endless, like any other new year resolutions. Strangly, i have skipped making new year resolutions this year. Simply because i always use back my past year's resolutions. Although some are fulfilled, like how i want to pull my CAP up, how i want myself to be able to change things that are under my contol. Resolutions? No more! I would prefer to name it as new-month, new-term, new directions. In other words, i will try to seek for short term goals and realise them bit by bit rather than to go through a whole new year of resolutions with times where i know i will start losing sights. (which happens to happen quite often)

School will reopen tomorrow.

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